choir
I walked the steps slowly,
it had been years
since the last time
I was in a church.
I was tired of the endless search.
was God mad at me
or was I mad at God?
no! God would never be mad at me,
He probably spent years to see me
back in the place I should be.
He wanted to set me free
from the pain of the past.
maybe I was mad at her
or annoyed of where she was
I didn't know why my heart did cared!
I made a choice and I left Soul,
the story left my heart empty with a hole
I knew I didn't have control
that my heart turned black as coal.
I tried to find my role
I tried to find my goal.
bounded to the love that she stole
a prisoner on parole.
I walked the steps slowly,
and entered that old church building.
maybe I was rebuilding
my relationship with God
or maybe I wanted to listen
to the voice within which was odd.
a man greeted me at the door
the church had a simple decor
and I have never seen that before.
so humble.
I saw her
singing
in the choir
my feet stumbled.